Monday, March 17, 2008

Oh, what a fine mess...

It's funny how indecisive I have been lately.

One minute, I'm panicking, scrambling to put together scraps of my life, and the next I have too much life and I'm attempting to simplify, to the next where I have simplified, but I'm not sure if the stuff I kept is the stuff I want.

I'll never get happy this way.

It's like I'm on this Roller Coaster, on where I want to be is not at the the top of the coaster, but on the next coaster over, or chilling at the "Dippin' Dots" Stand.

It just that, none of these things seem correct right now.

But none of the options for change seem correct either.

Even the constants seem fluid right now. Can't (and won't) go into details about this, but the point will become clear soon I promise.

One of these days I'll figure this all out.

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